Temptation

It’s like every time I try to be healthy and take a step forward, I end up taking 2 steps back. I know that I must try to balance out my diet and stay disciplined but it has been difficult. I’m never really able to cook because I don’t have the time and when I do cook, the food is usually gone that same day. I’ve tried, I really have but my schedule has been hectic and it hasn’t stopped. Not to mention the temptation I have around me.

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My job keeps snacks around. I’m not usually the type to have a big appetite when I first wake up in the mornings so I don’t tend to eat breakfast. When I start the day, I just have a cup of coffee and go on, but as the day goes on and I get hungry those snacks start to call my name. I’ll reach for the chips of some fruit snacks and eat. I work in a sales environment so it can be stressful. I guess I’m eating my stress away.

I have to stop eating the junk food. I think my job keeps the unhealthy snacks around because they know it can be a stressful environment. They know that the food will make us feel better, so they give us the snacks as a stress reliever. Unfortunately for me and my goal, the snacks are more harmful than good. I have to find other healthy alternatives to snack on while I’m at work. Diet is just as important and exercise.

Slight Work

This week I decided to get rid of everything I felt was of no nutritional value.  I thought about the decision for a while. The same day I made that decision I ended up changing my mind. I can’t afford to throw anything in my kitchen away. Hard earned money was spent on making sure there was food to eat.

When I was growing up, I would usually eat the breakfast and lunch that was provided by the school. I qualified for the free school lunch program. I don’t know how healthy the meals were, or even if they would have been considered balanced but I will admit that I didn’t get hungry again until after school, sometimes a little earlier. The point is that I was never really taught about what exactly makes a meal a balanced one because I was just eating whatever was there as long as it tasted good.

Luckily, I was taught about junk food and to avoid them especially since I struggled with my weight in my early teen years. Anything with excess amounts of sugar or sodium are bad for you. I’m going try and buy mostly things I can add my own sugar and salt to. I haven’t completely given up all my bad habits but I’m cleaning up my diet little by little.

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Photo of my freezer taken by me.

I managed to do some slight work. I cleaned out my freezer of almost all of the junk food that was in it. I had the following plus more: Ice cream, hot pockets, microwaveable corndogs. When I say I cleaned it out, I really mean I ate it. I decided that I was going to finish what I had and not buy any more junk. Now, I have mostly meats that require me to actually cook.

Hopefully I make some good, healthy meals this week or, at the very least, one. I don’t consider myself a beginner in the kitchen because my mother and my girlfriend have taught me a lot of the basic stuff, but I won’t say I’m a great cook either because I make mistakes. I’m going to try to be creative with recipes that I find on Google. I hope I have enough time to make something fancy. If you have any ideas, leave them in the comments section.